We all make mistakes and I have made a few that I truly regret because the only reason I did them was out of fear of the the future, fear I might actually be happy. Which is kind of crazy to fear happiness. I wish I could erase part of the past and say what I actually wanted to say instead of pushing people away because of this fear. But how can you mend something that is so far gone especially when they have cut you away completely. I could have been happy, maybe. But I never gave it a chance. I need to find resolution and a new happy. But healing takes time.
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