Moving On- "Keep Moving Forward"

When thinking of the past your life stays in the past. You feel the sorrow is regrets and the sadness of old happiness. The mind needs to be in the present. Only in the present will it help gain control of a happier future. We must see the good that is now and keep it in our hearts for the future. The past will only hold us back from reaching our true happiness. It is time to move on from the regrets and put peace in our hearts from all the blessings we have now. And remember them as we move forward. Walt Disney once said "Around here we don't look backwards for very long... we keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things because we're curious... and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths."

My Unknown Apology

The things that were said were not my own. They were from a voice of fear which I have come to know almost too well. It was as if I was trapped behind sound proof glass as the fear talked. Screaming and yelling to stop, I fell in sadness as I watched as you heard them and walked away. So many things I wanted tell you. So different from the fear. It took everything not to throw myself at your feet. I do not beg but I almost did. The need to change your mind in anyway was incredibly unhealthy. I was completely beside myself. In that moment when you had turned away from me I wanted to hide from you, erase myself from your life in guilt from what I caused. I selfishly didn't want to see you be happy in my absence. And once I had erase everything I realized my error. What happen was my fault. All I  ever wanted was your happiness and the fear thought you would be better without me. But it didn't take into account how I would feel without you. It pushed you away from me and I am to blame. I let fear rule me, control me. And now even after this time I am still trying to let it go. I truly only wish your happiness and I hope in time I will let myself be happy too. I hurt you to save you from me and to save me from the unknown I felt. In the end all I did was hurt us both because I let fear rule over my own happiness. This is my lament to someone who will never know how truly sorry I feel.